not much sleep these days... mind racing million miles... waking up from sleep from weird dreams... i wana say lots of things but lost for words... in my head the words make sense but once i try to spit them out them i get tongue tied just stare at the space.... reminds me of the a song by elliot smith
"She appears composed, so she is, I suppose
Who can really tell?
She shows no emotion at all
Stares into space like a dead china doll
I'm never going to know you now
But I'm going to love you anyhow..."
i think i had too much wine and feelin a lil blue...... had only 3 hours sleep maybe thats why i am feeling awkward... had this strange urge to climb on the roof and drink wine and smoke earlier on today i dont why... but instead i played some records and drank coffee and sat outside on the grass and watched the grey clouds....
Ate green plums today... mmm they so sour and yum ^_^
and these are the records I listened today...
oh Elliott you were my man... how i wanted to kidnap and marry you!!!
and my outfit for the day....
looks like i am strangling poor cleo i just wanted a hug from her she is so cute and fluffy... wearin my fave vintage black blouse, i love the collar it reminds me of my school uniform back in Turkey hehe... and wearin my navy highwaist skirt with white polka dots... i just wish i had a better camera argh...
my fave song for today is.... "In a matter of speaking" by NOUVELLE VAGUE.... ah her voice so fucking beautiful... have to listen!!
and this for my friend andrew who says I never smile... see i smile ^_^
and sulk....
Hair is gettin long and.. need a haircut argh... dont know if should get a straight blunt fringe or stick with side fringe!!?? and need to dye my hair again i can see my dark roots eeek... wat colour should i dye it black or red hmmm??? decisions decisions...
Such a cute cat!!!!! It looks so fluffy, how adorable... And I like your outfit too :)
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